Post by Sebastian Flambert on Oct 18, 2010 23:49:45 GMT -5
The Pier
It was very pretty.
Ever since he was a small child, Sebastian enjoyed watching sunsets. Something about the myriad of reddish-gold and orange colors blending into a single indistinguishable haze struck a chord in the boy's soul, giving him some sort of release from whatever problems plagued his life. For a few minutes, all anxieties and feelings of isolation faded away with the setting sun, giving him the chance to soulfully reflect on every aspect of his life..
He smiled softly as the sun's rays fell upon his face, and licked at the pistachio flavored ice-cream cone he held in his right hand. His baby-blue blanket, a relic of his childhood, was wrapped snugly around his slender shoulders and offered some degree of warmth from the chilly October air. Of course, he had clung onto his baby blanket more so out of habit than necessity.. an everlasting reminder of a tormented childhood that, despite how much he tried, he was incapable of forgetting.
Clara.
Sebastian frowned at the very thought of the girl, a long-gone spectre of a girl that had haunted the boy years after his departure from 'the Rose Garden', and seemed to lick at his ice-cream cone with less enthuasiam.
I wonder how she is?
He had spent most of his childhood in an parish-run orphanage situated in Marseilles and had endured years of abuse from his caretakers before being adopted by Shayne Warren, his mother. During this time, a girl several years older than him served as a sort of 'maternal figure' in his life, helping him cope with the horrendous environment through her own brand of storytelling and imaginative play.
Clara had made such an impact on him that years later, long after his departure from France, he still mused on the whereabouts of this particular girl.. Flashbacks and powerful memories of her and the 'Rose Garden' came to him at particularly stressful situations, greatly affecting his relationships with other individuals.
Fallon..
Sebastian's head fell in shame at what he had put his former girlfriend through.. While he had tried earnestly to build a meaningful relationship with a bright and optimistic girl dedicated to the betterment of his mental state, Sebastian's conflicted past and emotional scars proved to be a deal-breaker for the two, causing both to withdraw quietly several days prior after a heated arguement over none other than Clara.
He allowed the side of his cheek to rest against his free hand, and continued to lick despondantly at his ice-cream cone. The 'Fallon' issue had flung him into a depression further exaberated by the particularly difficult counseling sessions with Dr. Vlahos (his psychiatrist)..
"I ruin everything..." he murmured, staring at the horizon.
Almost in reply, a small drop of the green-colored ice-cream splattered onto his cordoroy pants and left a blotch on the fabric.
The boy cursed softly in French, and quickly maneuvered the ice-cream cone away from his body. Frantically, he rubbed at the stain in an effort to remove the offending blemish, before giving up completely and slumping down against a nearby wooden post in defeat..
It was very pretty.
Ever since he was a small child, Sebastian enjoyed watching sunsets. Something about the myriad of reddish-gold and orange colors blending into a single indistinguishable haze struck a chord in the boy's soul, giving him some sort of release from whatever problems plagued his life. For a few minutes, all anxieties and feelings of isolation faded away with the setting sun, giving him the chance to soulfully reflect on every aspect of his life..
He smiled softly as the sun's rays fell upon his face, and licked at the pistachio flavored ice-cream cone he held in his right hand. His baby-blue blanket, a relic of his childhood, was wrapped snugly around his slender shoulders and offered some degree of warmth from the chilly October air. Of course, he had clung onto his baby blanket more so out of habit than necessity.. an everlasting reminder of a tormented childhood that, despite how much he tried, he was incapable of forgetting.
Clara.
Sebastian frowned at the very thought of the girl, a long-gone spectre of a girl that had haunted the boy years after his departure from 'the Rose Garden', and seemed to lick at his ice-cream cone with less enthuasiam.
I wonder how she is?
He had spent most of his childhood in an parish-run orphanage situated in Marseilles and had endured years of abuse from his caretakers before being adopted by Shayne Warren, his mother. During this time, a girl several years older than him served as a sort of 'maternal figure' in his life, helping him cope with the horrendous environment through her own brand of storytelling and imaginative play.
Clara had made such an impact on him that years later, long after his departure from France, he still mused on the whereabouts of this particular girl.. Flashbacks and powerful memories of her and the 'Rose Garden' came to him at particularly stressful situations, greatly affecting his relationships with other individuals.
Fallon..
Sebastian's head fell in shame at what he had put his former girlfriend through.. While he had tried earnestly to build a meaningful relationship with a bright and optimistic girl dedicated to the betterment of his mental state, Sebastian's conflicted past and emotional scars proved to be a deal-breaker for the two, causing both to withdraw quietly several days prior after a heated arguement over none other than Clara.
He allowed the side of his cheek to rest against his free hand, and continued to lick despondantly at his ice-cream cone. The 'Fallon' issue had flung him into a depression further exaberated by the particularly difficult counseling sessions with Dr. Vlahos (his psychiatrist)..
"I ruin everything..." he murmured, staring at the horizon.
Almost in reply, a small drop of the green-colored ice-cream splattered onto his cordoroy pants and left a blotch on the fabric.
The boy cursed softly in French, and quickly maneuvered the ice-cream cone away from his body. Frantically, he rubbed at the stain in an effort to remove the offending blemish, before giving up completely and slumping down against a nearby wooden post in defeat..