Post by Fallon Cotton on Feb 13, 2010 1:26:16 GMT -5
Fallon woke up in a medieval dress. She was inside a room that had roses all around and candles. it was beautiful. Fallon placed her bare feet on the floor and immediately women came all around her to dress her up. Fallon smiled as butterflies came in through her window. She took off running once she was dressed. Fallon was in a castle.
She heard the voice of another guy and then a female surround her as she followed the voices. Fallon could not stop following the voices, she was going so fast. Her mind racing with ideas of where she might be headed. Fallon ran through a set of double doors and into a field of flowers. She ran through the field going from one flower to the next not sure which she should pick first.
Fallon's mind was going crazy with things as she moved around like a woman who could not sleep. Fallon began mumbling things. "Flowers are pretty, but I like fruit. I want to pick some fruit. "Did you know a tomato is a fruit. Its a so delicious." More things escaped her mouth a mile a minute.
She jumped from subject to subject, sometimes you could barely understand what she was even saying. She talked about bugs, school, money, work, dressed, skirts, scarves, flowers, bugs, guys, girls....etc...repeating things over and over.
She went back and forth trying to figure things out when she heard more voices calling, "Fallon...Fallon.." The voices were all around her, but no one was there, "Play with use Fallon...let us play....you need to work more Fallon, you need to work...spread the word Fallon, spread the word..."
Fallon looked all around, "What word...what do I spread..."
The voices continued to echo, "Spread the word Fallon, spread the word..you know the word...its always the same word...and work Fallon..stay up Fallon, you need to work Fallon..."
Fallon was confused, "Work..what do I need to do..what work.."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..."
Fallon turned in circle after circle, "Who..what is going on..stop it."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..." The voices repeated.
Fallon was taking a few steps back, "Stop it...stop it...stop it..."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..." The voices continued to repeat.
"Who..who needs this..please tell me.." Fallon pleaded.
"He needs it..him...Sebastian..he needs your protection.." The voices said.
All the sudden Sebastian appeared in front of her and Fallon smiled. She started to run toward him. Then the dreaded Raphael appeared and Fallon ran faster, but it was too late. Raphael got to Sebastian and took him away. Fallon watched then disappear, "No...no..." her mind started going crazy at this point.
Fallon feel to her knees and held her head as the voices started again, "You failed...you failed...you didn't save him..you fail..you failed..." Over and over in her head.
Fallon held her head yelling, "Stop..get out of my head..you witched..stay out..get out..get out...not again..no..i won't listen..i wont let you take my mind..no...no..no..get out of my head...I need the witches out of my head..."
The witches were always in Fallon's head, when she was in or going into a bipolar state. All the sudden Fallon jerked away, soaking from sweat. She curled her knees to her chest and rocked back and forth for a moment before getting scared. She climbed out of bed and down the hall.
Into Si's room she went. Fallon had not done this since her last bad dream, which had happened when she had her last bipolar fit and Fallon climbed into bed with her older sister, cause right now she needed to know she was not going crazy, even if her mind was telling her other wise.
She heard the voice of another guy and then a female surround her as she followed the voices. Fallon could not stop following the voices, she was going so fast. Her mind racing with ideas of where she might be headed. Fallon ran through a set of double doors and into a field of flowers. She ran through the field going from one flower to the next not sure which she should pick first.
Fallon's mind was going crazy with things as she moved around like a woman who could not sleep. Fallon began mumbling things. "Flowers are pretty, but I like fruit. I want to pick some fruit. "Did you know a tomato is a fruit. Its a so delicious." More things escaped her mouth a mile a minute.
She jumped from subject to subject, sometimes you could barely understand what she was even saying. She talked about bugs, school, money, work, dressed, skirts, scarves, flowers, bugs, guys, girls....etc...repeating things over and over.
She went back and forth trying to figure things out when she heard more voices calling, "Fallon...Fallon.." The voices were all around her, but no one was there, "Play with use Fallon...let us play....you need to work more Fallon, you need to work...spread the word Fallon, spread the word..."
Fallon looked all around, "What word...what do I spread..."
The voices continued to echo, "Spread the word Fallon, spread the word..you know the word...its always the same word...and work Fallon..stay up Fallon, you need to work Fallon..."
Fallon was confused, "Work..what do I need to do..what work.."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..."
Fallon turned in circle after circle, "Who..what is going on..stop it."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..." The voices repeated.
Fallon was taking a few steps back, "Stop it...stop it...stop it..."
"He needs your help Fallon, you need to protect him Fallon, he is hurtting..he needs you...you need to protect him...protect him..protect him..." The voices continued to repeat.
"Who..who needs this..please tell me.." Fallon pleaded.
"He needs it..him...Sebastian..he needs your protection.." The voices said.
All the sudden Sebastian appeared in front of her and Fallon smiled. She started to run toward him. Then the dreaded Raphael appeared and Fallon ran faster, but it was too late. Raphael got to Sebastian and took him away. Fallon watched then disappear, "No...no..." her mind started going crazy at this point.
Fallon feel to her knees and held her head as the voices started again, "You failed...you failed...you didn't save him..you fail..you failed..." Over and over in her head.
Fallon held her head yelling, "Stop..get out of my head..you witched..stay out..get out..get out...not again..no..i won't listen..i wont let you take my mind..no...no..no..get out of my head...I need the witches out of my head..."
The witches were always in Fallon's head, when she was in or going into a bipolar state. All the sudden Fallon jerked away, soaking from sweat. She curled her knees to her chest and rocked back and forth for a moment before getting scared. She climbed out of bed and down the hall.
Into Si's room she went. Fallon had not done this since her last bad dream, which had happened when she had her last bipolar fit and Fallon climbed into bed with her older sister, cause right now she needed to know she was not going crazy, even if her mind was telling her other wise.
