Post by Eden Patridge on Oct 24, 2009 12:22:59 GMT -5
"Okay," Eden said, getting a little annoyed. "You keep saying I can blame you so I am. Then you keep explaining why I shouldn't blame you. So can I or not because if you're going to take the blame I'm going to give it to you," she said. Maybe she was being unreasonable but she felt as if she deserved to be. After all, Jett had just had another one night stand or whatever...for her it was a much bigger deal. Even if she thought about losing her virginity before and what it would be like and who it would be with...she never in a million years thought it would have played out this way.
"Good. Then we tell no one," she said. "We're not just keeping this from Ben and Izzy...we're taking this to the grave," Eden said, making sure he understood. She didn't want anyone to know--not even his friends that she didn't really know.
Eden listened as he went on about kind of wanting it again. Had he not understood her? She'd just said 'okay' meaning 'okay, she'd do it again with him.' Had that not been clear? She knew that he slept with other girls before and she also knew that the girls were never his girlfriend. So really, he wasn't treating her any differently than anyone else. She supposed that was a good thing. Maybe part of her expected to be treated a little better given their history but she was glad that he wasn't suggesting they go steady or anything like that. Eden didn't want that. Okay, maybe she didn't know what she wanted...but she knew that she didn't want to be Jett's girlfriend. After all...that would be far too weird...way weirder than just sleeping together.
"I said okay," she said. "I agreed. We can do it again if you want," she shrugged. The words felt foreign coming out of her mouth. She could hardly believe she wasn't only saying them but she had the guts to say them to Jett. But then again, things had changed a lot. Eden wasn't really the same girl anymore who freaked out just because Jett gave her a mean look. Maybe it had taken pranking Jett or maybe it was the sleeping with him...but whatever had caused it, it was done now. Eden wasn't really afraid of him making fun of her anymore. Maybe he still would, but the difference was, that she didn't really care so much anymore.
"Good. Then we tell no one," she said. "We're not just keeping this from Ben and Izzy...we're taking this to the grave," Eden said, making sure he understood. She didn't want anyone to know--not even his friends that she didn't really know.
Eden listened as he went on about kind of wanting it again. Had he not understood her? She'd just said 'okay' meaning 'okay, she'd do it again with him.' Had that not been clear? She knew that he slept with other girls before and she also knew that the girls were never his girlfriend. So really, he wasn't treating her any differently than anyone else. She supposed that was a good thing. Maybe part of her expected to be treated a little better given their history but she was glad that he wasn't suggesting they go steady or anything like that. Eden didn't want that. Okay, maybe she didn't know what she wanted...but she knew that she didn't want to be Jett's girlfriend. After all...that would be far too weird...way weirder than just sleeping together.
"I said okay," she said. "I agreed. We can do it again if you want," she shrugged. The words felt foreign coming out of her mouth. She could hardly believe she wasn't only saying them but she had the guts to say them to Jett. But then again, things had changed a lot. Eden wasn't really the same girl anymore who freaked out just because Jett gave her a mean look. Maybe it had taken pranking Jett or maybe it was the sleeping with him...but whatever had caused it, it was done now. Eden wasn't really afraid of him making fun of her anymore. Maybe he still would, but the difference was, that she didn't really care so much anymore.